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Friday, May 13, 2011

I could not ask for more.

His eyes:
The way he looks at me for whatever reason it may be. His normal look, just when he looks at me I love it coz it looks lovely. When he's mad, he doesn't seemed to look ugly, just scary. When he's happy it always makes me love him more because of the thought that maybe he loves when I'm around. And when he likes what I'm doing, for some reason it gives me a crazy thought that maybe he thinks that he can't afford to lose me. I might be wrong or right, but yeah I don't care. His eyes are the eyes I wanted to look at for the rest of my life.

His smile:
It's one of the things that reminds me why I fall for him. Makes fall in love over and over again, everyday. And leaves me speechless right after I catch him smiling at me.

His shoulder:
Where I usually lay my head when I'm sleepy. Constantly reminds me of how tough he could be. That he's strong enough to protect me. Although I know how tough he is, how he can simply hurt me maybe? Even if I feel that way, I trust him with all my heart.

His arms:
My favorite place is when I'm wrapped around his arms. I just need him near me. The way he makes me feel when I'm in that very moment is priceless. And the excitement I feel when I'm about to see him again. >.<

The way he laugh or joke around:
For he never take my smiles away. How he turns out my bad mood into a good one. How he never made me feel alone even when he's not by my side. Love is: Its not the joke that makes it funny. But its the way he laugh about it. <3

The way he holds my hand
When we're walking and sees random guys looking at us. He always says: "Hawak ko na nga eh oh." Hehehhh I love it when he does that.

His smell:
The scent of his perfume and how he drives me crazy when he's not beside me because I'm longing for it. And whenever our eyes meet and our faces are near, that's when I always get to smell his scent and loving it.

The silly names
That he usually calls me...Grrrrr. I know right! But I wonder why I miss every annoying moments with him. I don't just love it, but I can't live a day when I'm with him and would not get that annoying moment. I know, he really is annoying and its just makes me laugh whenever I remember how annoying he is. Hehehhh

When he calls me "babe"
I've been dreaming of this eversince and he made it come true. Nobody has ever called me "babe" ever. Especially when we're together and he calls me "babe" when we're ordering at a restaurant. I don't know, feels like I wanna stay in that moment (forever?), hear him calling me "babe" over and over again, feel the feeling over and over again! Crazy I know.

When I intentionally
Don't answer his "I love you's". Its not because I dont love him but, I love to always know that he cares when I'm not answering it. And that I matter to him that I should also love him back and he must hear it from me. Hehehhh Yeah know I'm weird. I love him and I can't imagine life without him, omg!

His love:
Secures my everyday life. Waking up each morning and having the thought that I love him and I have him is more than enough for me to have an excuse for dying and a good reason to continue my journey. He's my life. <3

I easily get irritated to be honest. I'm a very jealous type of girl and could be very moody sometimes. I get mad when I don't get his attention. But you know what makes me love this guy more? Its the way he calms me down when I'm mad, the way he puts his hand in my face and look me in the eye, the way he gently holds my hand and stop me from walking away, the way he shows his love and the way he makes me feel makes me think of what I have done good to deserve a kind of guy like him? I know he's not perfect. He also has these negative side sometimes(:P). But even before I decided to love him, I knew I was going to accept the negative side of him as well. I accepted and love whatever he is. >.<<< He's like my "hot chocolate". I can't live a day without it plus it's my favorite, period.

Seeing you and being with you is like counting the best days of my life. I knew what could possibly happen from the very start. Right there, when I decided to love you, I know I've risked my heart into such a very tough situation. It doesn't actually mean that I'm brave enough to accept whatever this could lead me. I honestly am scared. Scared of many things. But your love, like what I've said secures me. And that I should not worry because you love me enough for you to not dare hurting my feelings. I might sometimes make you feel that I doubt about your love for me. But always remember that, I never thought of giving up. Never have I also thought that this is a mistake. Because I know that our love weighs even more than what other people might think. I'm done caring for them, this time its our turn. I've seen you hurt, you've seen me the same way. We both know how it feels to be hurt so lets try not to hurt each other ok? Trust me as I trust you. I love you, and I would let you love me the way you want it. No promises, babe? I have one wish though since its my birthday: I'm not asking you to love me nor asking you to stay and don't leave...but yeah please do??? You have all my love, my heart and what I do with my life you're on it. Just stay close, everyday, ok? I love you.