i agree!

I just wanna share this wonderful thought, got it from an application in Facebook. I just find it so true and definitely agree to it, since i've done the opposite way before. Im trying to practice it now, and confident that i have found the right one. Yey! Gosh..hehehe Hope you like it!


On this day, God wants you to know...

... that you are not to shut love out of your life by saying it is impossible to find and keep. The quickest way to find love is to give love. If you want it too badly, you will not find it. The most secure way to keep love is to give it space and care to grow. If you hold it too tightly, you will lose it.

---> i won't give up! =P

So, now what? I feel like crying tonight!!!! Why are you acting so weird lately? Why won't you tell me? F**k!! This is what i don't like about long distance relationship. But it won't be long now, we'll see each other by January. I hope this is not the end, plssssssss! Im so loving you too much, omg why did i!!! This is what i don't like about falling in love. If someone had ask for your love and you really like the person too, you won't hesitate to say "yes". But the thing is for now, we are apart. Is this testing how far would i go to keep the hope of love alive? Omiegawdddd! I feel like im giving up coz u won't give me confidence in what i see. Ok ok ok..Belle, just be calm and try to understand that he's just busy at work and you shouldn't over re-act on things (although i just kept it all inside me). And then finally, i blurted out my feelings to him. Well, he said sorry if he didn't have much time for me. And then he ask if i have someone new here and if i do have i should let him know and then he said i might want someone near me since he dont give much attention to me, weird!!!!! How could you! How could you say that when all i did was to offer my time and patience. I've been single for 2yrs before i met you, and im used to being alone but i've survived. Its just you whom i want! Its just you, whom im waiting for. Its you that i feel i am loved and i wanted to love. Its you whom i am willing to give all my love and attention. Its you who completes the missing piece here in my heart. I hope you understand that this is just all part of me as a girl that's why i re-acted like this. Well, its your fault you ask me to let it out because you said you worry about me and you feel like i have something to say to you. Parang hindi ka na nasanay! huhuhu We'll just gonna count days from now oh! Plsssss let's understand each other nalang, ok i promise i won't over react from now on (as if..=p) ok, i will try. Oh ayan na ha, i will try! Hmp! Tampo din ako, you didn't said "I love you too" when we talk last night! Its as if you didn't receive my message and then suddenly signed out ;( Omg! I feel so crazy, i don't know if i can sleep after writing this. Oh well, Bro (GOD), HELP!!!!

Haaaaaaaaaayyyyyy thank God nailabas ko din sama ng loob! heheh. To all who might read this post, pagpasenyahan nyo na, im just so full of drama! hihihi peace to y'all ~_^

let there be peace ;(

Im writing today for my beloved country, Philippines. Im so tired of hearing different negative news lately about the coming election on 2010. After "Pacman" and "Kuya F" won and raised our flag and made us all proud, just heared about the "Maguindanao Massacre" wherein 46 people were killed. In addition to that, women victims was being raped before they kill them. Its just so sad, and well, makes me cry hearing these news. I wonder what the government is doing now, but im afraid about the justice which we all wanted to have for the victims. I can't imagine how they have killed those people who are just on their way to submit their applications for the coming election. Are they that eager to kill just so they will have all the power to run and handle that particular place? So disappointing...;( God, please touch their hearts, please bring justice to my country, please bring peace......i love my country so much, and i so much care about it! I wish CHANGE FOR THE BETTER OF THIS COUNTRY. I know all i can offer is my prayers, and for all we know its the most powerful of all. God, teach us to do good things to other people. I know this is another challenge for us and you test our faith in You. With all my heart Lord, I beg for peace....Let be your love for us remain in of our hearts, just so we would realize or determine what's wrong and what's right.

In you we trust, Lord.

--i live to love life. . .

..I've learned that life isn't always gonna be easy. It has it's ups and down. But, you have to embrace those and learn from them. You can't just sit back and mope and make people have pity for you. You have to put those things that are hurting you aside and live. You only get one life, and that one life isn't that long. You have to do everything that comes your way. You have to do what you feel is right. But make sure you won't hurt someone's feeling, of course the key is "don't be selfish". Just live life how you would want to live it. Don't follow examples, make them. Let people follow in your footsteps. Sometimes, you just have to dance around your room and look like a fool, it would make you feel better promise! Other times, you just have to sing as loud as you can, even if you do sound bad. And most of all...You need to laugh. Never go a day without laughing, or at least smiling. It doesn't matter if you have had the worst day, If you just laugh, everything will be ok. For the most part, just be you. Don't listen to others. They are going to make fun of you. They are going to tell you that you are stupid. But that is their opinion. It only becomes true when you start to believe it. Im so in love with love.. Love isn't about the hugs, the kisses, the flowers or the gifts. It's about how you feel when you are with that person. The feeling that you are on top of the world and, because of that feeling, every sensation is hightened. The scents seem sweeter, the colors brighter, the sounds even seem more melodic. The world as a whole becomes so much more beautiful. When you're with that person, it's as if the rest of the world disappears..wahaaaaay! I just believe that, when you love someone make sure that you take time to say and show it whenever you have a chance. Coz you never know until when you can let them know about it, we only have one life to live but a lot of chances. We should not miss does chances. That's what matters the most. I always love to say "i live to love life". i love you, life! And God, maraming salamat! <3 <3 <3

--->mama

..what i only love about being sick is that mom always takes care of me, treating me like a little kid again..;-)

BESIDE MY MOM IS THE SAFEST PLACE ON EARTH! :)