So, now what? I feel like crying tonight!!!! Why are you acting so weird lately? Why won't you tell me? F**k!! This is what i don't like about long distance relationship. But it won't be long now, we'll see each other by January. I hope this is not the end, plssssssss! Im so loving you too much, omg why did i!!! This is what i don't like about falling in love. If someone had ask for your love and you really like the person too, you won't hesitate to say "yes". But the thing is for now, we are apart. Is this testing how far would i go to keep the hope of love alive? Omiegawdddd! I feel like im giving up coz u won't give me confidence in what i see. Ok ok ok..Belle, just be calm and try to understand that he's just busy at work and you shouldn't over re-act on things (although i just kept it all inside me). And then finally, i blurted out my feelings to him. Well, he said sorry if he didn't have much time for me. And then he ask if i have someone new here and if i do have i should let him know and then he said i might want someone near me since he dont give much attention to me, weird!!!!! How could you! How could you say that when all i did was to offer my time and patience. I've been single for 2yrs before i met you, and im used to being alone but i've survived. Its just you whom i want! Its just you, whom im waiting for. Its you that i feel i am loved and i wanted to love. Its you whom i am willing to give all my love and attention. Its you who completes the missing piece here in my heart. I hope you understand that this is just all part of me as a girl that's why i re-acted like this. Well, its your fault you ask me to let it out because you said you worry about me and you feel like i have something to say to you. Parang hindi ka na nasanay! huhuhu We'll just gonna count days from now oh! Plsssss let's understand each other nalang, ok i promise i won't over react from now on (as if..=p) ok, i will try. Oh ayan na ha, i will try! Hmp! Tampo din ako, you didn't said "I love you too" when we talk last night! Its as if you didn't receive my message and then suddenly signed out ;( Omg! I feel so crazy, i don't know if i can sleep after writing this. Oh well, Bro (GOD), HELP!!!!
Haaaaaaaaaayyyyyy thank God nailabas ko din sama ng loob! heheh. To all who might read this post, pagpasenyahan nyo na, im just so full of drama! hihihi peace to y'all ~_^
4 comments:
hahaha..sori cnt help but smyl and laf a lil (hehe)..crazy n luv..LD reltnshp..yeah i undrstnd dt, iv been der 2 and it's a damnest feeling..wel, trust isues and..un nga lyk u acting lyk crazy esp wen u used 2 spend evry day wd ur prtner, 1 day plang n d mkta mlo2ko kna, hw mch mor kng mos., hehe..and it's a test of trust and faithfulnes nman..sbi nga nla kylangan dn nting m.mis cla..d prob is sumtyms 2 much missing leads to...hurting(?)..hehe, d q lam isu2nod..ds s a long coment..pxnxa na :)
=P heheh ok lang..ewan ko ba!! i really hate long distance, and before ive already promise na i wont deal wid it but here i go again..and yeah, too much missing leads to hurting tlga..ive had the questions, wat ifs..makes me crazy tlga! nd u know wat, heheh i test him last nyt..i made an accnt in fb its a diff name and pic, sent him a msg dat im interested in him, but he said "sori friends only, i alreadly hav a gf". :D biglang humaba hair ko!!!! hahahaha
uuy...prang umabot p d2 buhok mo, pumulupot s leeg q..hahahha..eh bka nman obvious n ikaw rn un?..hehehe..and hw sure r u n ikw ung cnsbi nyang gf nya?hehehe, joke lng po! peace!..ok, no further coment, kng aq un, nu kya irrply q..cguro, "hi..i olredi hav a gf but she's oceans away..so.."--hehehe, ok..nlo2ko n rn aq, nkkhawa ka..
m hapi 4 u witchy!..make it more stronger..Godbless u both:)
wahuhuhu npa-think ako s cnabi mo, hmmm pno nga kya kung hindi ako ung gf n cnsbi nya? ohmeigawdddd!!lalo akong nloka, at magpapakalbo n cguro ako nwala na haba ng hair!? hahaha joke. but whoever it is, at least i know d sya gnun kweak, sna..heheh nahawa kna din ah! and yeah il try to keep it more stronger..tnx friend! God bless u din! ^_^
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