You and I both love.

Our history:

I was with him... You were with her... We talked, we text sometimes, but we were just friends.No attachments, no drama, no nothing. Just plain random friends who met first at the church and never even had long talks really. Probably saw you once or twice a week. We're not even one of those people who text each other ever so often. Exchanging Hi's/Hello's that was it. Your world revolves around her, and my time was solely for him.

You talked about her... I talked about him... You shared with me how much you love her and I the same with you... I shared you my worries and concerns about guys and you asked why girls are like that... Complete strangers to one another yet we had no inhibitions whatsoever. Played random questions, from the most sensible things to your crazy "manifesto". Just about anything we could come up with...

You said you're crazy for her, and I said I make him crazy...

The plot:

Came that day, him and I broke up. Got a call from you telling me to be strong and that you care for me and you wanna make sure that I am ok. I felt wow, how can this man care for me this much? Although I didn't take it as if you really care for me or there's something deeper than just caring. I know i know at some point I assumed or let's just say wish you really do...

Then one night you said...
She broke your heart. And you asked if anyone deserves to be taken for granted. I said, of course not! Everyone deserves to be happy and love doesn't ask anything but hopefully love as well. That time you knew what I was going through, you said you think I'm the best person to talk to. Then we agreed to see each other the following day... It was a very long day for us, we talked about lots of things. And do you remember what we talked about? Funny because we didn't really bother talking much about "him or her". We talked about "us".

We gave trade secrets. I told you how bad I am with relationships and you were the opposite. You were trying to heal from her, and I was moving on from him. You were scared. I was scared. You and I both were so scared. Scared to be hurt again, and to probably unintentionally hurt someone. But thru it, you became my support, and I was your lifeline. You and I agreed to be a better person and to change what we have done wrong in the past.

I make you laugh... And you... You actually make sense. You are the nicest person I've ever met. The sweetest guy that I wish I can give all my love in to. Simply because you know how to truly love someone. And then I wish I can give you the love you deserve.

The Unexpected Turn:
That day was almost over for us. Mrt. That's where we were. I said good bye and you said bye too. It felt like the hardest word I've ever said in front of you that day! I had no choice because I also didn't want to make you feel as if I am someone to you. The truth is I badly want and need you. Inside me I want to let you know that I'm prolly liking you or worse I might be in love with you. I wish I was your girl...

It all faded when I realized I'm already inside the train. I immediately checked my phone hoping you would send me a message...

It came true... I received one from you. (This was the exact text.)

You: Thanks belle, magbago ka na! I think I forgot something.
Me: You're welcome. Ano po yun?
You: Kiss ko?

(IKR we're so elementary! If I was not sitting that time probably collapsed that very moment I read your message. haha)

Me: >.< I'm scared.
You: Y? Do you love me?

I suddenly found myself smiling in the middle of a crowded place with no one talk to. All I'm hearing is my heart screaming out your name. All of a sudden my cheeks were warm as I cling to my phone right to my chest. I was oblivious, confused, happy, loved, overwhelmed, relieved, concerned.. then I was annoyed...I’m not sure if its because of what I feel or its because I can no longer give you a kiss.

I didn't mind what will happen next. I just wanted to let you know how I feel about you. Iknew it. I love you since day 1.

And so I answered you with...

Me: Yes. >.<


THE EVER AFTER:

YOU saw me. I saw you...

YOU became mine. And I became yours.

I kissed you. You hugged me tightly.

I share stupid jokes with you. You always do the same. We annoy each other, but we love each other more everyday.

I scream at you. You whisper sweet nothings to me.

This time, we both are ready to show the world how two people can TRULY LOVE each other.

I said iLoveYou. You said iLoveyou more.

When I was about to give up. You stayed all the more… And when you were about to give up, I was there to even hold on and said we'll work it through...

Let's both be strong for each other...Let me be your strength and you be mine.

And now... thru and thru, from that one lousy afternoon where you asked me if I love you.. if you ask me again, I would always say YES over and over again...You will be my SOUL MATE and I will be yours.


I love you with all that I am, Ryan. I wrote this if in case we forget how we started and will remind us how crazy we are together.

Happy 3rd month! God said there's more to come. So just hold my hand... Just stay forever... And I will do the same.

I love you because of what you are to me. I love you because you love me. And I love you because I know this is true and never ending.



J'aime.