The perfect wedding.

For some reason I've been browsing and searching for the best wedding video on youtube. Then I finally watched Tuesday Vargas' wedding. I laughed and almost cry while watching it. She's one of my favorite comedian on TV. And the day of her wedding, she was the most beautiful and the happiest girl in the world. She has a perfect groom, simple yet glamorous wedding gown, and the most solemn wedding I've ever watched. My most favorite part in a wedding is when the bride started walking in the aisle, and then her groom will look at her full of love, in tears, feeling like he's the luckiest guy marrying the most beautiful girl on earth. And obviously in Tuesday's wedding, her groom loves her so much. I can just see the look in his eyes when Tuesday was walking, very pretty in her long white dress. I wonder how does it feel for the two of them to finally begin a new chapter in their life. They said, when you meet the person you want to spend the rest of your life with, you want to start the rest of your life as soon as possible. I wonder how does it feel to finally fit in your long white gown, be the most beautiful woman on earth, to take your first step on the aisle, look for your groom and see the look in his eyes, the love you've been waiting for, a partner whom you would be with for the rest of your life...hayyyy im dreaming, i know i know! ;P

After watching the video for the nth time owredi...I felt so jealous and I wonder when and where will I ever meet someone whom I could possibly marry someday. Haha this is so funny, I don't even have a boyfriend! I'm turning 22 this year, I wanna fall in love. I really do! Like I wanna meet a stranger whom would turn out to be my future husband. I wanna be a friend, a lover, start a relationship, hopefully with the right guy this time coz I'm tired of starting all over again! I'd like to be a full time lover, understanding girlfriend, a never-would-give-up wife for him, my man's only best friend, a nurse, a chef for him. I'd like to laugh at him, love his imperfections, and hug him coz he's my first baby. I'd like to be there always, to listen, to be his diary or sanctuary. I'd like to be there and take care of him when he's sick and can't go to work. I'd like to cook a not-so-delicious food for him coz i know that he'd appreciate it. I'd like to spend my remaining days on earth loving him whether im his gf or wife owredi.

I know i know, oa oa oa much! Haha IDC. Seriously, all I'm trying to say in this blog tonight...I wanna fall in love. The questions are, how/when/where and with whom? :]