so happy now! :)

Officially over you, finally i can be happy!

Its been 9months now since i got the chance to see you again. Coinsidence brought you back to my arms, felt your love after years of trying to forget you. The very first person who taught me the art of loving and being loved. But i guess this love should really end and should have a "d" at the end. You have "loved" me before, no idea if you still do now. No more question should be ask. No more pain, no more waiting in vain. Thank you. Thank you for teaching me two important things in life. Loving and letting go. I've had the greatest love someone could ever dream of having. And even though it has to end, i thank you for hurting me and learning to let go. I am not meant for you, you are not meant for me. We are not meant for each other. Accepting these facts could have hurt me, but i wanna continue and have my own life without thinking of you coming back. No. If i can't make you happy and my love for you isn't enough, i don't have anything more to give. This love of mine isn't really for you.

After days, months, and years of finding the missing pieces of my broken heart, finally, my heart is whole again. I thought it would took me forever to finally let go. I thought its impossible. But God made it possible for me. Finally im officially over you now. No holding back, no turning back. This is official and yes, i don't want you anymore. Bye first love, im finally over you!

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Young, in love and happy!

My new love, thank you for helping me put the pieces back in place. This time, again, i am finding and learning the art of love you could teach me. I hope i won't mess up, so if i stumble let me know. We both know this would take time to get it right. Remember you said "don't worry, we still have forever to be together". Its always in my heart and in my mind. God is giving me the opportunity to be patient, and yes, i am being patient. I am waiting and will wait for you. We'll see if this will work. Im not afraid, whether this would work for us or not. In my mind and in my heart, it tells me not to stop and keep fighting. I have another chance to fight, this time i ask God's help for me not to give up. You know you got my back and i know i got yours.

It felt like im a new student of love again, so hoping for your patient, hoping you could understand and help me just in case i may treat you unwell. Im back to learning the art of love, so may i say sorry in advance. But please don't ever give up, because im doing my part to work it out. Despite the distance between us, im willing to wait and i know this would be so worth it. Because i can feel and i dont just want you but i need you to be the very last guy to love. I may not know the answer from God yet if you are the one for me, but if He would ask me, its you that i need.

My everyday life needed you. Whether you're beside me or not at the moment, just the thought of you being mine is more than enough. Im happy, and will continue to give you love more than you deserve without any question and even without asking love from you.