hopeful...

my song of da day:

Giving Myself by Jennifer Hudson


I thought:
-if i offer you my love, i can finally be happy
-its ok to be so far away from you, but every minute away was a reason for me to be lonely
-its ok to wait, but have to ask myself until when will i be waiting
-if i give you the freedom to hurt me, i can be numb of just accepting it
-if i give everything you ask, its enough for you to realize you needed me by your side

but:
-why am i feeling like you are just like them
-why do i see you as just another guy who will come and leave
-why do i still feel empty even if i know i have you
-why do i have to wait, where i've already been waiting for someone like you my whole life

What keeps you so long to be here by my side? And what keeps me from still wanting you and wanting to be with you in time?

but still:
I dedicate this song for you, and only to you. And no matter how long i should wait, just to be with you is all i wanted. All im asking is for you to make me feel confident about us. And that this would be worth the wait......***hopeful