Every word feels like a shooting star.

Rapunzel tells us one thing about love. Climbing the highest tower becomes less difficult if someone at the end gives you reason to hold on. I knew it, it was indeed worth the wait!

I'm totally speechless after reading this letter. Jaime, I thank you so much for loving me! I love you moreeeee. <3

L-O-V-E

In my 22 years of existence, it revolved and is revolving all about love. Whether it had caused me pain or happiness, it doesn't really matter to me what weighs more...What's important is that, right now in my life, I get to experience the greatest gift from God that I am very much thankful about. Being given the opportunity to love and to luckily be love in return, I couldn't ask for anything more!

Things I am thankful for:

God. For giving me the most precious gift of all, my life. Without you I could not imagine where I possibly am right in this very moment. But because you love me enough to even forgive all my mistakes and give more unlimited chances. Lord, You love me unconditionally, conditionally I am to you. Forgive me when at some point in my life I unintentionally / intentionally disapoint you. Forgive me if sometimes I doubt about your existence in my life. Forgive me if sometimes I unintentionally / intentionally hurt anyone especially the two VIPs in my life, my parents. All the things I have right now, the people who cares / hates me; my job; my TRUE friends; my workmates; my family; my boyfriend, and you Lord. Thank you for giving me a chance to be so lucky having a life like this. I couldn't thank you enough...

I know that I borrowed this life to you. And only to you I should surrender all these things I have. I might have hurt some people in the past, forgive me. To all the people whom I've shown love, it was indeed true.

To the two VIPs of my life, my mom and dad. To you mama: thank you for understanding and accepting my shortcomings; you know I'm not perfect but that was never a hinder for you to love me more; mama thank you, I love you so much! Truly, you really know what's best for me and kuya! To you papa: Happy birthday!! I wanna say sorry if at some point you think I'm failing and I feel that you are disappointed. To my decisions... Papa please trust me on this! But after all, I wanna thank you for being there always... For loving me and accepting all my flaws as a daughter. I love the both of you and you two are the greatest gift God ever gave me. Things have change in me, I know that but please mama and papa, always remember that what ever happens...I love you both from the deepest of my heart. Like I've said here in my heart you two are the VIPs.

My only brother, kuyakot. I'm forever thankful that God gave me you as my brother. I might be wishing for another brother/sister. But I will never wish for another one to replace you. Thanks kuya for being there for me always! Mama said you must protect me. And yes, you never fail to do so. I love you, kuya. You're the coolest kuya in the world.

To my friends, true friends, who rocked my world, I love you guys! Thank you for all the love when I'm almost touching the ground, you guys help me to get my ass back up. I couldn't mention all your names because there are a lot of you. But you know who I'm refering to..hehe. I love you all, truly.

Ryan. Hi baby! I love you. I wanna thank God for giving me you. And to your parents for giving birth to you, although there's really no need because your older brother and sister supposed to be enough...hehe. Seriously, without them I wouldn't have met the sweetest guy in the world. I would not experience all these love you're giving me. I'm very lucky to have you because finally I've met someone who said "i love u" who actually mean it and never left me.




Ifeelsoloved,
bellebellybabe

R

Right LOVE at God's right time.

One day, I just woke up falling in love with you. Not wanting my day pass by not being with you or just simply hearing your words is enough for me to live a day. And you know what amazes me? Its how your love changed everything I have. If I could go back to what I was before? I'd rather stay right in this moment. This part of my life that's loving a guy like you. I love myself more right now, compared to what I was before. I appreciate my life more because each day when I woke up, the thought of having you in my life is a very good reason to move forward and face whatever comes in my way. You inspire me! Thank you and I love you, ryan. I really do!

You and I both love.

Our history:

I was with him... You were with her... We talked, we text sometimes, but we were just friends.No attachments, no drama, no nothing. Just plain random friends who met first at the church and never even had long talks really. Probably saw you once or twice a week. We're not even one of those people who text each other ever so often. Exchanging Hi's/Hello's that was it. Your world revolves around her, and my time was solely for him.

You talked about her... I talked about him... You shared with me how much you love her and I the same with you... I shared you my worries and concerns about guys and you asked why girls are like that... Complete strangers to one another yet we had no inhibitions whatsoever. Played random questions, from the most sensible things to your crazy "manifesto". Just about anything we could come up with...

You said you're crazy for her, and I said I make him crazy...

The plot:

Came that day, him and I broke up. Got a call from you telling me to be strong and that you care for me and you wanna make sure that I am ok. I felt wow, how can this man care for me this much? Although I didn't take it as if you really care for me or there's something deeper than just caring. I know i know at some point I assumed or let's just say wish you really do...

Then one night you said...
She broke your heart. And you asked if anyone deserves to be taken for granted. I said, of course not! Everyone deserves to be happy and love doesn't ask anything but hopefully love as well. That time you knew what I was going through, you said you think I'm the best person to talk to. Then we agreed to see each other the following day... It was a very long day for us, we talked about lots of things. And do you remember what we talked about? Funny because we didn't really bother talking much about "him or her". We talked about "us".

We gave trade secrets. I told you how bad I am with relationships and you were the opposite. You were trying to heal from her, and I was moving on from him. You were scared. I was scared. You and I both were so scared. Scared to be hurt again, and to probably unintentionally hurt someone. But thru it, you became my support, and I was your lifeline. You and I agreed to be a better person and to change what we have done wrong in the past.

I make you laugh... And you... You actually make sense. You are the nicest person I've ever met. The sweetest guy that I wish I can give all my love in to. Simply because you know how to truly love someone. And then I wish I can give you the love you deserve.

The Unexpected Turn:
That day was almost over for us. Mrt. That's where we were. I said good bye and you said bye too. It felt like the hardest word I've ever said in front of you that day! I had no choice because I also didn't want to make you feel as if I am someone to you. The truth is I badly want and need you. Inside me I want to let you know that I'm prolly liking you or worse I might be in love with you. I wish I was your girl...

It all faded when I realized I'm already inside the train. I immediately checked my phone hoping you would send me a message...

It came true... I received one from you. (This was the exact text.)

You: Thanks belle, magbago ka na! I think I forgot something.
Me: You're welcome. Ano po yun?
You: Kiss ko?

(IKR we're so elementary! If I was not sitting that time probably collapsed that very moment I read your message. haha)

Me: >.< I'm scared.
You: Y? Do you love me?

I suddenly found myself smiling in the middle of a crowded place with no one talk to. All I'm hearing is my heart screaming out your name. All of a sudden my cheeks were warm as I cling to my phone right to my chest. I was oblivious, confused, happy, loved, overwhelmed, relieved, concerned.. then I was annoyed...I’m not sure if its because of what I feel or its because I can no longer give you a kiss.

I didn't mind what will happen next. I just wanted to let you know how I feel about you. Iknew it. I love you since day 1.

And so I answered you with...

Me: Yes. >.<


THE EVER AFTER:

YOU saw me. I saw you...

YOU became mine. And I became yours.

I kissed you. You hugged me tightly.

I share stupid jokes with you. You always do the same. We annoy each other, but we love each other more everyday.

I scream at you. You whisper sweet nothings to me.

This time, we both are ready to show the world how two people can TRULY LOVE each other.

I said iLoveYou. You said iLoveyou more.

When I was about to give up. You stayed all the more… And when you were about to give up, I was there to even hold on and said we'll work it through...

Let's both be strong for each other...Let me be your strength and you be mine.

And now... thru and thru, from that one lousy afternoon where you asked me if I love you.. if you ask me again, I would always say YES over and over again...You will be my SOUL MATE and I will be yours.


I love you with all that I am, Ryan. I wrote this if in case we forget how we started and will remind us how crazy we are together.

Happy 3rd month! God said there's more to come. So just hold my hand... Just stay forever... And I will do the same.

I love you because of what you are to me. I love you because you love me. And I love you because I know this is true and never ending.



J'aime.

R, i love u since day 1.

The kind of love I have for this human being is something greater than I have ever experienced. You will always be my best friend; my one and only love.

Through thick and thin, every time I’ve needed a shoulder to cry on, you were right beside me bending over so my short little self could reach. When I needed tissues, you supplied me with 3 tons of it. When I needed hugs and reassurance that everything would sort itself out and be the way it was meant to, you sat there, listened to me and promised change. Seriously, when I look back at all the rough times I went through to make me who I’ve become, all I see is you by my side, fighting my battles with me. I thank you.

Thank you for helping me grow into the lady I am today. Thank you for sticking by my side, even when I was wrong, even when I was childish, even when I was ridiculous. I expect nothing but the best for you, because you deserve nothing but the finest things.

You are truly the reason I believe in soul mates. I love you with every fiber of my being and I know that although there may be some obsticles to overcome, we will remain strongly bonded in the future.

We’re so different compared to who we were back then. You have your own life, while I got mine. The very first time I got the chance to meet you, I knew it! There's something special on the way you make me feel. And I tell you its the same feeling whenever I'm with you. It feels sooooo right loving you. You gave me a million reasons to wake up and smile. Every.Single.Day. So, yeah, f***in’ right we haven’t known each other forever, & maybe we will go through changes that will lead to periods of distance. But I know that you know I will always, always have a huge chunk of my heart reserved for you. There's always going to be a part of you with me and that's the LOVE we share for each other. I have loved you from the start, and I'm tellin' you I ain't stopping.

I love you, completely for who you have been and who you’ve become.

You’re the greatest man in my life.

b

Me said:

LOVE FROM THE START AND NEVER STOP. <3

I could not ask for more.

His eyes:
The way he looks at me for whatever reason it may be. His normal look, just when he looks at me I love it coz it looks lovely. When he's mad, he doesn't seemed to look ugly, just scary. When he's happy it always makes me love him more because of the thought that maybe he loves when I'm around. And when he likes what I'm doing, for some reason it gives me a crazy thought that maybe he thinks that he can't afford to lose me. I might be wrong or right, but yeah I don't care. His eyes are the eyes I wanted to look at for the rest of my life.

His smile:
It's one of the things that reminds me why I fall for him. Makes fall in love over and over again, everyday. And leaves me speechless right after I catch him smiling at me.

His shoulder:
Where I usually lay my head when I'm sleepy. Constantly reminds me of how tough he could be. That he's strong enough to protect me. Although I know how tough he is, how he can simply hurt me maybe? Even if I feel that way, I trust him with all my heart.

His arms:
My favorite place is when I'm wrapped around his arms. I just need him near me. The way he makes me feel when I'm in that very moment is priceless. And the excitement I feel when I'm about to see him again. >.<

The way he laugh or joke around:
For he never take my smiles away. How he turns out my bad mood into a good one. How he never made me feel alone even when he's not by my side. Love is: Its not the joke that makes it funny. But its the way he laugh about it. <3

The way he holds my hand
When we're walking and sees random guys looking at us. He always says: "Hawak ko na nga eh oh." Hehehhh I love it when he does that.

His smell:
The scent of his perfume and how he drives me crazy when he's not beside me because I'm longing for it. And whenever our eyes meet and our faces are near, that's when I always get to smell his scent and loving it.

The silly names
That he usually calls me...Grrrrr. I know right! But I wonder why I miss every annoying moments with him. I don't just love it, but I can't live a day when I'm with him and would not get that annoying moment. I know, he really is annoying and its just makes me laugh whenever I remember how annoying he is. Hehehhh

When he calls me "babe"
I've been dreaming of this eversince and he made it come true. Nobody has ever called me "babe" ever. Especially when we're together and he calls me "babe" when we're ordering at a restaurant. I don't know, feels like I wanna stay in that moment (forever?), hear him calling me "babe" over and over again, feel the feeling over and over again! Crazy I know.

When I intentionally
Don't answer his "I love you's". Its not because I dont love him but, I love to always know that he cares when I'm not answering it. And that I matter to him that I should also love him back and he must hear it from me. Hehehhh Yeah know I'm weird. I love him and I can't imagine life without him, omg!

His love:
Secures my everyday life. Waking up each morning and having the thought that I love him and I have him is more than enough for me to have an excuse for dying and a good reason to continue my journey. He's my life. <3

I easily get irritated to be honest. I'm a very jealous type of girl and could be very moody sometimes. I get mad when I don't get his attention. But you know what makes me love this guy more? Its the way he calms me down when I'm mad, the way he puts his hand in my face and look me in the eye, the way he gently holds my hand and stop me from walking away, the way he shows his love and the way he makes me feel makes me think of what I have done good to deserve a kind of guy like him? I know he's not perfect. He also has these negative side sometimes(:P). But even before I decided to love him, I knew I was going to accept the negative side of him as well. I accepted and love whatever he is. >.<<< He's like my "hot chocolate". I can't live a day without it plus it's my favorite, period.

Seeing you and being with you is like counting the best days of my life. I knew what could possibly happen from the very start. Right there, when I decided to love you, I know I've risked my heart into such a very tough situation. It doesn't actually mean that I'm brave enough to accept whatever this could lead me. I honestly am scared. Scared of many things. But your love, like what I've said secures me. And that I should not worry because you love me enough for you to not dare hurting my feelings. I might sometimes make you feel that I doubt about your love for me. But always remember that, I never thought of giving up. Never have I also thought that this is a mistake. Because I know that our love weighs even more than what other people might think. I'm done caring for them, this time its our turn. I've seen you hurt, you've seen me the same way. We both know how it feels to be hurt so lets try not to hurt each other ok? Trust me as I trust you. I love you, and I would let you love me the way you want it. No promises, babe? I have one wish though since its my birthday: I'm not asking you to love me nor asking you to stay and don't leave...but yeah please do??? You have all my love, my heart and what I do with my life you're on it. Just stay close, everyday, ok? I love you.

Even If We Collide.

It's the scariest thing ever to realize how much someone means to you. When it really hits you, all these thoughts and questions rush through your head at once; a sad emotion even starts to creep up on you slowly, inch by inch as you start to wonder.

What if for some reason things don't work out? How are you possibly going to live without them?

Someone that was once a stranger is now the only person you know like the back of your hand. Someone you once had no emotions for now has the power to break your heart. Someone you never used to hang out with now owns most of your time. Someone you never thought you'd love now owns your entire heart.

Someone you once lived without, you now wish to hold onto forever.

God knows how I care and love someone. I'd be the craziest girlfriend ever. I know that's wrong at some point. I just don't believe that loving is a two way process. I always thought of it as simply GIVING and not expecting anything in return. Because that's where pain kicks in when you expect and you didn't get what you expect. Why not simply show love unselfishly? Love without expecting is really hard, I know. But that's what I am trying to achieve, oh well as much as possible. If the person you love truly loves you, let him show and make you feel his love. Love will always find the truth even if they try to change. Reality is reality. But love is love. We could never ask anyone to love us, let them be.

Ryan, my boyfriend, I love you. I know we both have questions at the back of our minds. But don't worry, we'll find the answers at the right time. There's a perfect reason why we are together. Funny how it started and how things changed. From a stranger - to simply being just a friend - now i have this feeling that I always hold on to. There might be a time in the future that we might unintentionally hurt each other, I hope you hold on. I love you for the way you are to me. For the feelings and love you are giving. I don't want this to end. Whatever this could lead us, I hope love is enough and pain would never be a reason for us to give up. This blog isn't enough for me to explain how I feel. I only have one life, I'd love to share it with you. Stay, everyday ok?

Got another song for you. See you soon! I love you. <3

Keyshia Cole - Take Me Away

I may not say this most of the time because of the distance between us, but the way that I look into your eyes when we're together, the way I smile when you pass by, and the way that my heart feels when you are near all speaks of what best describes the love that I feel. I love you Ryan. <3

This song reminds me of how happy my heart is because of loving you and the fact that I know our love is true. Stay, everyday ok?

Take Me Away - Keyshia Cole

i love my baby, i love my baby
sooo reaaaddyy
i love my baby, i love my baby

well this a new hit for radio
just another jam for the dance-floor
finna get it in if you didn't know
i gotta whole new thing goin on
break bread if you want to
cause leaving you is what i wont do
im in love with you completely
and aint nobody else out there for me, for mee

(bridge)
a couple shots of patron
but i aint drinkin all alone
i gotta have you with me HUBBY
up in the V.I.P
everything we do B.I.G
and ima keep it real till i D.I.E
okay (okay)
lets go (lets go)
im wit it (im wit it)
and you know (you know)
and you got it (you got it)
and im ready (ready)
sooo reaaaddyy

(chorus)
im so in love with you
no lie im telling the truth
im your woman
now baby take me away
see you in everything i do
that's why im so wrapped up in you

im your woman
now baby take me away
take me away
i love my baby, i love my baby
(im ready, so ready)
take me away
i love my baby, i love my baby


i just wanna see you in the morning
cuz loving you is easy as im dreaming
everyday feels like a weekend
( From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/k/keyshia-cole-lyrics/take-me-away-lyrics.html )
i finally found you what im seekin
feels like i wanna be close to you
and do all the things that lovers do
your love be gettin me higher
cuz boy you got that fire, fireeeee

(bridge)
a couple shots of patron
but i aint drinkin all alone
i gotta have you with me
up in the V.I.P
everything we do B.I.G
and ima keep it real til i D.I.E.
okay (okay)
lets go (lets go)
im wit it (im wit it)
and you know (you know)
and you got it (you got it)
and im ready (ready)
sooo reaaaddyy

(chorus)
im so in love with you
no lie im telling the truth
im your woman
now baby take me away
see you in everything i do
that's why im so wrapped up in you

im your woman
now baby take me away
take me away
i love my baby, i love my baby
(im ready, so ready)
take me away
i love my baby, i love my baby

(can you hear me)

well this a new hit for the radio
sooo reaaaddyyy
just another jam for the dance-floor
throws ya hands up
im sooo readyyy
take me awayy
take mee
i love my baby
im ready, soo reeaaddy
alrightt alrighttt

Tamia - Me (With Lyric)

Very nice. I love ME! <3

White Dress and Moving Backwards by Ben Rector

Awwwwwwwwwwwwww. The sweetest wedding ever! <3

The perfect wedding.

For some reason I've been browsing and searching for the best wedding video on youtube. Then I finally watched Tuesday Vargas' wedding. I laughed and almost cry while watching it. She's one of my favorite comedian on TV. And the day of her wedding, she was the most beautiful and the happiest girl in the world. She has a perfect groom, simple yet glamorous wedding gown, and the most solemn wedding I've ever watched. My most favorite part in a wedding is when the bride started walking in the aisle, and then her groom will look at her full of love, in tears, feeling like he's the luckiest guy marrying the most beautiful girl on earth. And obviously in Tuesday's wedding, her groom loves her so much. I can just see the look in his eyes when Tuesday was walking, very pretty in her long white dress. I wonder how does it feel for the two of them to finally begin a new chapter in their life. They said, when you meet the person you want to spend the rest of your life with, you want to start the rest of your life as soon as possible. I wonder how does it feel to finally fit in your long white gown, be the most beautiful woman on earth, to take your first step on the aisle, look for your groom and see the look in his eyes, the love you've been waiting for, a partner whom you would be with for the rest of your life...hayyyy im dreaming, i know i know! ;P

After watching the video for the nth time owredi...I felt so jealous and I wonder when and where will I ever meet someone whom I could possibly marry someday. Haha this is so funny, I don't even have a boyfriend! I'm turning 22 this year, I wanna fall in love. I really do! Like I wanna meet a stranger whom would turn out to be my future husband. I wanna be a friend, a lover, start a relationship, hopefully with the right guy this time coz I'm tired of starting all over again! I'd like to be a full time lover, understanding girlfriend, a never-would-give-up wife for him, my man's only best friend, a nurse, a chef for him. I'd like to laugh at him, love his imperfections, and hug him coz he's my first baby. I'd like to be there always, to listen, to be his diary or sanctuary. I'd like to be there and take care of him when he's sick and can't go to work. I'd like to cook a not-so-delicious food for him coz i know that he'd appreciate it. I'd like to spend my remaining days on earth loving him whether im his gf or wife owredi.

I know i know, oa oa oa much! Haha IDC. Seriously, all I'm trying to say in this blog tonight...I wanna fall in love. The questions are, how/when/where and with whom? :]

doubleyu-ti-eytch

He may not see I’m hurt. He may not see my cries. But every time he acts that he doesn’t care, I die.

Let me know if my heart is ready.

Is there such thing as "right time"? What if we only have "now"? Would we know if "now" is the right time? How would we know? How would it feel to be on that "right time" moment?

I'm single. Been to a lot of bf-gf relationships, yes. All my life I can say that I've always love to be "in love". Though it causes me pain and all the hurting, I still go back to being in love with the person I value and want to give my love big time. I've been there, done that, felt pain in every way you could possibly imagine.

When I love someone, I give all the love in the world. I admit that I'm not perfect. No one is perfect either. So, I don't get the point why a person questions your capabilty of loving, asks for something you don't have, do all the hurting and just leave you with nothing!

It really hurts to love someone when you can't tell what you really feel 'cause sometimes we get hurt without them knowing, we get jealous without the right to feel that way, we want their time without being in the position to demand for it, 'til our heart is breaking in silence. But despite it, we continue to love. Because somehow in this hurtful love there's still the hope of having simple moments with them even if it means being just a friend. They said its one form of loving. When you just want the best for someone, whether it includes you or not. :(

God has always been there for me after the "break up". He was even there all through out the relationship. And what I am thankful about is that He was always there for me to pick myself up, make me let go of the hurting feeling and heal my heart well. But I can't help myself asking until when will I be in that very familiar situation again? Is the said "right time, right place with the right person" will ever happen in my life? Thinking that what I only have is "now". I don't think signs will ever work for me. Forgive me Lord, but don't You worry I am trying my very best to still believe that somehow, someday, all this waiting will be worth it. And that You are just busy writing the best love story for me. And that all I have to do is wait and not hurry. I just want to fall in love again. Funny isn't it? I always get hurt when in love, but I can't help myself not to fall in love. I want to, and its the greatest feeling ever made. Guess that's the reason why I keep on trying. This time, guarding my heart would be the best thing to do. And will just let God ping me if its the right time already. :)))))))

Colbie Caillat - I Never Told You

PART 4

Para sa mga lalaking nagmamahal at magmamahal:

1.Kilalanin mo sya araw-araw, pag kasama mo sya at pag may pagkakataon ka.
2.Kung gusto mo sya, sabihin mo. Kung gusto ka din nya, sana wag kayo magmadali. You have forever naman to be together eh. Basta cherish nyo lang yung mga pagkakataon na magkasama kayo.
3.Tanggapin mo kung ano sya, kung anong nakaraan nya, kung anong meron sya, at wag na wag mo hanapin kung anong wala sya. Sa halip, ikaw pumuno ng kulang. Pwede naman yun di ba.
4.Wag mo sya ijudge sa mga pagkakamaling nagawa or magagawa nya. Instead, magtulungan kayo na itama ang mali.
5.Pag may pagkakataon ka, wag na wag mo sasayangin na hindi sabihin kung gaano sya kaimportante sa buhay mo, kung gaano mo sya kamahal, kung gaano mo naaappreciate ang mga bagay na ginagawa nya para sayo.
6.Sana wag mo iparamdam sa taong nagmamahal sayo na hindi mo sya kailangan. Hindi man sinasadya pero sana maiwasan mo yun. Yung point ko lang kapag palagi or paulit ulit. Nagsasawa din kasi and tao.
7.Kung totoong mahal mo sya, pag sinabi nya na mahal ka nya at the least expected moments, try to respond to her if you love her or not. Yun lang naman gusto nya, assurance. Though for guys, nakukulitan sila. Pero balik ka sa #3, di ba nga tanggapin mo kung ano sya. Magtaka ka kung hindi sya nangungulit syo!
8.Wag mo sya ikahiya sa ibang tao. Lalo na sa mga taong ngmamahal sayo, sa mga taong nauna mo'ng nakilala kesa sakanya. I'm sure dahil mahal ka nya, willing sya mahalin ang mga taong yun. Bigyan mo lang sya ng chance. One way din para maparamdam mo na proud ka sakanya. I promise, she'll do the same.
9.Pag may sinasabi ang tao, try mo iweigh muna bago ka magconclude. Consult mo din ang side nya. Pwede naman magtrust di ba. It's up to the person nalang kung niloloko ka nya o hindi.
10.Pag may bagay na gusto sya at hindi mo gusto, ipaliwanag mo lang mabuti. May utak at puso naman sya na kaya umintindi.
11.Although mahirap talaga mag promise, so ganito nalang...wag ka bibitaw ng pangako na sa tingin mo hindi mo kayang panindigan. Sabi ko nga mahirap pero kung hindi mo matutupad ang pangako mo, break it to her gently. Nadadaan naman ang lahat sa maayos na usapan di ba.
12.Never lie. Isang mahalagang bagay to pag nagmamahal tayo. Hindi lahat ng tama nakakabuti, pero kahit masakit man minsan ang tama...Sundin parin sana lage. Just be honest.
13.Always mean what you say or do. She only have your words and action. Yun lang pinanghahawakan nya. Kaya sana lahat yun totoo.
14.Wag ka mag start ng isang bagay kung alam mo na hindi mo kayang panindigan or kung hindi ka sure sa nararamdaman mo. Hindi mo lang niloloko ang sarili mo but again nakakasakit ka lang ng ibang tao.
15.Never give up on her. Try mo parin sana ayusin. Pinili mo sya eh. And as much as posible sana wag nyo saktan ang isa't isa. Love is a gift. Dapat nga maging thankful pa tayo na kaya naten magmahal. Ang ganda kaya ng feeling. :)

Sa lahat ng in a relationship, single, married and anything in between, sana may matutunan kayo sa life realizations ko. I guess this all applies to us, aminin man naten o hindi. Basta LOVE til it hurts no more. HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!

PART 3

To love is to let go.

When I feel that a person doesn't love me anymore, I take the initiative to let go of that person. For me it's not giving up, nor making it easy for him to break up with me, but simply giving myself a favor to not dwell on all the hurting and pain caused by him. Ipagpipilitan ko pa ba ang sarili ko kung hindi na sya masaya? Ang hirap sabihing hindi, kasi alam mo sa puso mo na gustong gusto mo pa ayusin pero may magagawa ka pa ba kung ayaw na nya? Kaya ko naman magparaya. At dahil mahal ko sya, iisipin ko kung ano ang tama. Magdudulot man yun ng sakit sa part ko, pero kung dun sya masaya, il let go. It's just a matter of being mature enough to accept if things won't work out. Alam ko parang napaka-imposible ng mga sinasabi ko. But believe me, it can happen. Jan naman si Lord, ask Him to free your heart from pain and the next time you love again, ask Him this time to guard your heart. Tsaka sana matuto ka din sa mga pagkakamali mo. Kasi kung kayo, kayo. Wala naman pwedeng bumago sa naitakda na. Ganun lang talaga ang buhay. People come and go. We just have to be thankful din na dumating sila sa buhay naten. Ang importante yung bagay na matututunan mo sa experience na yun. You need to learn how to face changes sa buhay and embrace new things. Kaya nga may bukas eh, to remind us that what happened in the past stays there. Everyday is another chance, be thankful. Lagi mo isipin naging masaya ka nga sa taong yun eh,for sure mas magiging masaya ka pag dumating na yung taong tinadhana para sayo. Ok lang na umasa ka malay mo isa sa mga nakaraan bumalik, we never know. It might just be "the right love at the wrong time". Someday, you'll figure out that God is holding both your hands to hold each other in the right time. Im not giving false hope or anything like that. Its like building a chance kung sa tingin mo nakikita mo na sya yung maaaring makasama mo in the future. Si God lang nakakaalam. At tulad nga ng sinabi ko, wala naman pwede bumago sa bagay na naitakda na. Life goes on...Love the life you live. You just have to derive destiny from choice. If you have God in you, ang mangyayari yung mga choices mo yun yung tinakda para Nya sayo. You just have to do the right thing, in God's way. Gets mo yung logic ko? Minsan kasi nababago yung interpretation naten between destiny and choice. Base sa experience ko, kahit anong pilit mo gawin ang isang bagay na hindi ginusto ni God para sayo, malabo mo talaga makukuha yun. Yung point ko lang, sana wag mo kalimutan din si God kung magmamahal ka. God is love.

PART 2

Magmahal ka hindi dahil sa tingin mo time mo na, magmahal ka kasi yun talaga ang nararamdaman mo.

When pain comes in, nahihirapan tayo tanggapin yung nangyari. For example break up. Choice mo naman yun eh kung aasa ka or choose to just move on. Not dwell on the past, heartbreaks, memories, pain...Ikaw din. Minsan kasi mali din tayo ng interpretation about love. Akala naten puro happiness nalang. We expect a lot, we selfishly love not knowing nakakasakit na pala tayo. Minsan naman we try focusing on the other person's mistake...Yung hinahanapan naten sila ng bagay na wala sila. Sabi pa ng iba, yung kulang. Ewan ko ba bakit nila hinahanap kung anong kulang. Kung tatanungin nyo ko, never ako nakiusap sa isang tao na mahalin ako or kaawaan ako kasi nasaktan ako. For me kasi kung magmamahal ka nalang din, bakit hindi mo pa totohanin? Bakit hindi mo ipaglaban? Bakit hindi mo hayaan na mag grow yung relationship..kung anong meron kayo. Unless hindi mo talaga mahal yung tao. Wag lang sana paglaruan ang taong nagmamahal. Minsan kasi mali ang nagiging simula. Sa mga nasaktan na noon..Minsan akala mo ready ka na magmahal ulit at nakalimutan mo na ang nakaraan. Tapos may dumating na bago sa buhay mo, bakit mo hinahanap ung nakaraan mo sakanya? Minahal mo ba talaga sya dahil sa nakita mo ung totoong pagkatao nya, o minahal mo lang sya kasi may nakita ka sakanya na katulad nung nakaraan. Tapos pag may hindi ka mahanap sakanya, iiwan mo lang sya? Naisip mo ba mararamdaman nya? Alam nya ba ang eksaktong nakaraan mo? Binigyan mo ba sya ng pagkakataon na higitan pa ung naramdaman mo'ng pagmamahal noon? Ang point ko lang naman, kung magmamahal ka na, siguraduhin mo na buo ka na ulit. Hindi naman kasalanan ng ngmamahal sayo ngayon na nasaktan ka noon eh. Sana make sure na hindi mo man sya mahalin gaya ng pagmamahal na pinakita mo noon, mahalin mo sya sa paraang alam mo at mahalin mo sya kasi nararamdaman mo na mahal mo talaga sya. Mararamdaman mo naman kung sya na talaga eh. Magpakatotoo ka lang!

PART 1

Nagmahal ka lang naman.

I always believe that people change, feelings fade and hearts grew tired. Sa una, ipapakita nya kung gaano ka nya kamahal. Kung gaano ka kaimportante sa buhay nya. Tapos biglang isang araw may mababago sa pakikitungo nya sayo. Hindi nya kayang iexplain sayo mabuti. Imbes maintindihan mo sya, magagalit ka. Masisisi ka ba nya? Sana kasi na-dare nya sabihin sayo. Kaya mo naman umintindi di ba? Malaki ka na para tanggapin kung ano man ang nararamdaman nya para sayo, nagbago man sya sayo, masakit man o hindi ang magiging desisyon nya. Pero di ba hindi ka na bata para hindi maintindihan yun. Hindi ka din manghuhula para mgpahula sya syo sa totoong nararamdaman nya para sayo. Sasabihin lang naman nya, maging honest lang sya. Napakasimple di ba? Kung may mali syang nagawa, sino ka para hindi sya patawarin? Kung hindi ka na nya mahal, di ba kaya mo naman tanggapin? Oo masakit pero may magagawa ka ba para mabago yun? Bakit kaya napakahirap sa isang tao ang magsabi ng totoo? Given the fact na nung maliliit pa tayo lahat tayo tinuruan ng tama. Bakit kaya habang lumalaki nagiging komplikado para sa isang tao ang pagsasabi ng totoo. Alam ko hindi ako perpekto. Nagkakamali ako, oo at minsan hindi nagsasabi ng totoo. Pero bakit kaya ko magmahal ng totoo, mag commit sa isang tao na kaya ko sya mahalin hanggat nabubuhay ako. Siguro nga iba ako sa ibang tao. Although hindi ko naman gngeneralize, pero malamang sa hindi ganun lage ung mga kinahahantungan lalo na pag mali yung naumpisan at walang lakas ng loob na itama ang mga mali. Either ayaw na ipagpatuloy or hindi sya sigurado sa totoong nararamdaman. Alam ba naten na may hangganan ang pagmamahal sa isang tao? Nilikha kasi tayo na maramdaman ang pagod. Lalo na pag puro sakit nalang, paasa, at pambabaliwala ng nararamdaman. One thing siguro talaga sa kahinaan naten mga tao ang ganito. Kung ganun man, sana maging sigurado and honest tayo sa nararamdaman naten. Mahirap kasi ang makapanakit ng isang tao.